i am in awe...the lord is absolutely beautiful..his passion is captivating...his love is uncompromising...
i want so much more of that. i want more desire, more beauty, more of the love of my Groom.

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father i cry out to you in awe of your mystery. this body is weak but You make my heart strong..in my times of wandering you keep watch over me..i am your child and i need your protection, your love, your friendship. i want so much more than what i see on a daily basis.

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i want to be used. i want His very essence to be seen through me. i don't want people to question who it is i belong to. <i>"take this life and build it up, for i fear that i have strength that's not enough. i am nothing, i am nothing, without You"

Currently Listening How To Save A Life By The Fray see related

who are we.... that's what i've been wondering lately...

                         my dad had this dream a few nights ago.....

       ...the world was ending. everything was falling to pieces; the earth was crumbling underneath us. My parents were holding on for dear life as everything they knew faded away... my dad looked up and saw me driving... he saw a huge smile across my face and i was waving to him... he watched me drive off the end of the earth as if i had no cares in the world... i looked straight ahead and smiled... i was going to see Jesus

... that's how my dad described it  .... wow i thought to myself...

               ... if the world ended today, right now, would i be smiling? would you be smiling? ...

... that just made me think of how much we take our relationship with God for granted. Would i be smiling... or would i be terrified because i was going to some Strangers house... i honestly can't say...

... broken and ashamed...

that i can say...

Currently Listening X&Y By Coldplay till kingdom comes see related

so i'm sitting in austin, at UT, with erin and sara, and i can't help but think about how lucky i am. who gets the chance to randomly fly to a city 5 days after they get back from another country.

we are so blessed and i feel like sometimes we take that for granted. Look around yourself and say thank you. Appreciate the little things and know that you are a blessing from God. you are his bride, the most important thing in the world to Him. Be joyful in knowing that He gave you the world and its at your fingertips. Live it up but do it for Him.

love you   _kels

Currently Reading Girls in Pants: The Third Summer of the Sisterhood (Sisterhood of Traveling Pants) By Ann Brashares see related

Revolution....

                            we are the generation. We are the changers, the revolutionizers, the extremists. We are taking this christianity thing to a whole new level!!!!    i love that we are ready to see a change, we are ready to take hold of our faith and live by it.                                                              lets lead the world.

                                                     " like newborn babies, you must crave pure spiritual milk so that you will grow into a full expereince of salvation. cry out for his nourishment, now that you have a taste of the Lord's kindness. "                      1 peter 2: 2-3

o god, you are my god,

           earnestly i seek you; my soul thirsts for you, my body longs for you,

                           in a dry and weary land where there is no water.